i must not tell lies.

deathrvltn @ 2009-06-28T15:06:00

2009-06-28T19:08:40Z

my summer will consist of:

summer school: starting july sixth till the end of july.
finding a job: if i'm lucky.
nicolas marini: because i'm lucky.
missing my best friend
and my best friends.
waiting for my first year at manchester west for my senior year to start.
and hopefully: getting my license.

i'll be so busy.

deathrvltn @ 2009-03-11T21:26:00

2009-03-12T01:30:26Z

things are really good.
job is hopefully soon to be had.
come see our festival show,
GOYA.
manchester west high school,
this saturday.

nicolas and i are really great. i couldn't be happier with him.

deathrvltn @ 2009-01-28T16:12:00

2009-01-28T21:13:15Z

lets see if we will be able to make this place cute.
this weekend will be really fun.
i'm very excited.
and narnia is the best movie to watch on a snow day.
i have easy finals tomorrows.
sweet.

deathrvltn @ 2009-01-25T12:38:00

2009-01-25T17:40:23Z

nearly all of the paratores in one car, and one marini.
what a strange car ride.
a surreal ending to our night.

They sound bong, bong, bong.

2009-01-22T16:28:25Z

this week i had a pathetic old womans cough and a sickly face.
progress is slow moving, and often halting.
i am tired.
i feel pathetic, irksome, and childlike.
it's like i keep trying to reach something, but it's out of my sight.
i am going to stay optimistic until i can't be.

i am happy, though,
just scared. this weekend will be nice.
although i still can't help but think
why on earth would someone want to share this with me ?

My hands are high
And I'm holding out, but holding up
And I figure that I, figure that I just might make it
And I'm waking empty, but seldom sleeping
And the words repeat,a ,breathing histories into stories untold
And I--- unfold.

deathrvltn @ 2009-01-18T13:53:00

2009-01-18T18:57:37Z

today has been perfect.
it's strange to think i'll be excepted into this little community.
when things are in order, and hopefully they all like me.
as much as i am scared, its how i want to start this new year.

deathrvltn @ 2008-10-26T12:38:00

2008-10-26T16:39:36Z

this has happened.

and i don't know what i can do.
this is probably one of the first times i can't make it better for us.

deathrvltn @ 2008-09-08T07:06:00

2008-09-08T11:08:23Z

happy five month.

i've been weird lately, things have been weird lately.
hopefully things will go back to normal. i'm sleepy and sneezy, and excited for laramie tonight.
i can't wait for electra to start. i haven't been this excited for a role in a while.

deathrvltn @ 2008-09-06T01:54:00

2008-09-06T05:55:11Z

how can i make things better?

deathrvltn @ 2008-08-16T10:43:00

2008-08-16T14:47:15Z

albert and i celebrated our fourth month not too long ago. we're pretty good together. :).
last night, he took me to see the sisterhood of traveling pants: 2. best date ever.
i've gotten a bad job, and apparently got fired from it quietly.
fortinbras will be good.
today at greeley park, at two.

deathrvltn @ 2008-08-01T00:39:00

2008-08-01T04:41:49Z

rehearsal was really good. i don't feel like i suck right now.
sweet.
we only rehearsed with five of us today, and it was so fun. i love most of my cast. it's really nice.
i did my first day of work at the mariott today. it was very hard. oh lord.
my feet hurt horribly.
oh well!
I'm pumped i got hired.
albert and i are doing well.

deathrvltn @ 2008-07-23T20:10:00

2008-07-24T00:17:22Z

laramie project is one of my favorite shows,
i hope i put together a good enough audition.
julia plans to audition for once upon a mattress. which is freaking adorable.
oh nine year olds.
it makes me sad because yesturday she told me albert and i make her feel invisible. ah. terrible.

good news! - dad is giving me his car tonight.
bad news- albert is driving him home. haha. how awkward. forced bonding!
good news! - mum just quit smoking!
bad news- she's going to be a huge bitch this week because of it! haha.
good news!- cute pageboy outfit costume for shakespeare in the park.
good news!- anna's 20 yesturday! How crazy.
good news!- al's setting making us dinner picnic style in a few days and has a surprise for me.
altogether- i'm mostly excited to find out my schedule, and even if i don't get into the show, i still have my school shows, which are so fun. and this summer has been good so far, :).

Everybody should come see Shakespeare in the Park the second and third weekend of August. It's funny Shakespeare, and who doesn't love that. besides a lot of people.

Writer's Block: On Character Preferences

2008-07-18T05:28:59Z

Who is your favorite fictional character? Why do you love them? What fictional character bugs you?

Submitted By twisted_clarity

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ginny weasley. she's crazy, but in a good way. funny. fiesty!
bugs bunny. no explanation needed.

deathrvltn @ 2008-07-15T20:21:00

2008-07-16T00:24:20Z

everything is very stressful. i'm not a fan of it.

another downside, they didn't have my fave tinned jerky at the gas station! Which makes me sound disgusting, I realize. ha.

I hate when you envy someone for no reason, without really knowing them, and try to convince yourself to hate them even though they seem really sweet.

I should be offbook today for Fortinbras but I'm not. Darn it. I'll get on that after watching Enchanted.

deathrvltn @ 2008-07-10T03:33:00

2008-07-10T07:37:05Z

he'd rather 16000 dollars than me.
not that i ever really wondered.
the money came from my being in the hospital for 3 months,
and he doesn't know all the things i felt,
so how most of the time, i hardly felt like being.

but it seems like his sick kid finally did something he hasn't resented.

deathrvltn @ 2008-06-27T13:06:00

2008-06-27T17:07:22Z

     changes are up and about!
today i'm walking over to the mariot because it's literally right across from my house, and i hope to get hired.
wish me luck.

deathrvltn @ 2008-05-28T07:24:00

2008-05-28T11:25:11Z

the prospect of not going to mhs next year is really scary.
nothings permanant, and we havent even looked at the school yet.
i hope i don't like it.
our theatre program will be so good next year.

what will happen to the orgins of sounds when all the sounds have sounded?

2008-05-21T05:59:19Z

its time like this when things aren't always wonderful or consistent, and the girls you were in treatment with are make a second appearance that you begin to feel pretty ill-equipped for dealing with this.

deathrvltn @ 2008-05-15T21:44:00

2008-05-16T01:45:04Z

happy birthday mikie.
<3.

deathrvltn @ 2008-05-13T21:03:00

2008-05-14T01:04:33Z

unshakespeare auditions were tonight for shakespeare in the park in greeley, and i feel so good about my audition. car and i both got to read two of the ophelia scenes, which may have been because we were dressed a little slutty, haha, but it was extremely fun, and i also read for horatio! which was funny. : ).
i feel so good about this.

deathrvltn @ 2008-05-12T22:28:00

2008-05-13T02:32:11Z

the weekend was so good. i love reading in bed with al.
nerdy, but whateves.
so tomorrow will be an easy day at school, then i'm seeing my tutor, then its off to shakespeare in greeley auditions with carly. I'm so pumped for then. i decided against young company. pretty sure i wouldnt have had a good time if i had gotten in. i'm dissapointed i didnt get to audition, though, just because i was excited about my selections. haha.
tomorrow should be decent.
p.s gossip girl was intense.
and i starting to love the o.c.
just like...five years late. hah.

deathrvltn @ 2008-05-08T21:25:00

2008-05-09T01:28:41Z

so.

albert is staying over all weekend, and getting here at 2:00. and he will awkwardly hang out with my mum for a half hour. we're going to a party thing at lei's with ashlash, so that'll be fun.
i've missed him a lot this week. things have been bad lately, and he's been ridiculously supportive and sweet about it. i really need that night now. i can only be thankful.

starting drivers ed now of the second of june. lame. oh well. atleast all get my car soon.

deathrvltn @ 2008-05-03T18:21:00

2008-05-03T22:24:29Z

seeing lei's and sarah's show was al, carly and mike was really fun. we went out to dinner afterwards, and albert and i shared buffalo wings with extra buffalo sauce, of course. when he slept over last night, he scared me from an absolutely horrifying mouse. god bless that boy. haha.
car and i just drove him home. it was really sad to watch him leave. oh well, i'll see him next weekend atleast.
i can't wait until drivers ed starts.
i'm pumped.
i'm in need of a shower.
and i should get on that if i want to be out before leila get's here!

deathrvltn @ 2008-04-30T01:06:00

2008-04-30T05:10:08Z

it's been sort of a crappy week.
i felt trashy and missed.
tomorrow my phone will be up and running, which is good.
hopefully it'll be a double date this weekend with car when we see sarah, leila and ryans play this friday, i'm excited.
i really need to work on my research paper.
i always leave things to the last minute that shouldn't be left to the last minute.
i would love to see albert this weekend. so i hope it works out.
i might go sleep now.

deathrvltn @ 2008-04-28T16:49:00

2008-04-28T20:51:27Z

weird.
my hands are cold, and my cramps are crampy.
and things happened quickly, and i don't really regret it.
i'm excited for summer.